Mysterious Knock-knock

It was tiring after cleaning, tidying and mopping my bedroom since I kept it in mess almost 1 week. *grinned* So, I had decided to go to bed early.

I didn't realize at what time I slept but suddenly, I just woke up and it was around 2.30 am when I heard louder desperate knocking on my door. I was like who-the-hell-is-knocking- on-my-door at this time? I looked at the door and waited for who-is-knocking-on-my-door to open the door. I’m deadly sure if it were my house-mates, they’ll open the door by themselves. However, no one opened the door. I didn’t move from my bed but I peeked through the small space under the door. It was dark – there’s no sign that someone was out there, and it spooked me. I grabbed my phone and message them asking if they still stay up. I waited for a while and I received nothing from them! At that time, my mind automatically reminds me of night-time disturbance in Paranormal Activity and it awakened terrible feeling to me.

This morning, when I told my housemates about the mysterious knocking, they also have no idea who-is-actually-knocking-on-my-door….

To My Deary Dairy Milk..

i'd discovered something new 'bout me last nite and i told my bestfriend..

i looked a lil bit chubby aftr crying..

and she replied,

that because our eyes become puffy and swollen, and makes our cheeks look chubby..

then, i told her again..

i think i'm more beautiful aftr crying.

and...

she reply nothing!!!

Hati says: im beautiful the way i am..

Emosi Lagi

saya emosi lagi....

sangat...

sangat emosi...

Emosi

Kadangkala ia menyakitkan apabila ia melibatkan orang-orang yg disayangi

Kadangkala ia memedihkan apabila kata-kata yg dikeluarkan mengikut perasaaan amarah

Kadangkala hati memberontak apabila memikirkan perkara yg berlaku itu tiada salahnya.

Mungkinkah usia muda kita menjadi penyebab kita tidak pandai memikirkan perasaan orang sekeliling?

Atau pun,

Mungkinkah usia muda kita menjadi penyebab kita terlalu bodoh untuk menilai perkara baik dan buruk?

Dan,

Adakah usia matang kita menjadikan kita seorang yang pandai menjaga hati orang sekeliling?

Dan,

Adakah usia matang kita mampu menilai seseorang dengan tepat?

Dan,

Adakah usia matang kita membenarkan kita melabelkan kebaikan dan keburukan seseorang mengikut andaian kita?

Adilkah jika kita mengikut perasaan amarah tanpa mengetahui keadaan sebenar?

Adilkah jika kita membenarkan andaian baik/buruk menguasai fikiran tanpa mengetahui keadaan sebenar?

Adilkah jika kita mengikut perasaan amarah tanpa memikirkan perasaan orang sekeliling?

Adilkah jika kita hanya mahu orang sekeliling mengikut kehendak dan rentak kita?

Adilkah jika niat baik seseorang disalahertikan?

Adakah kita selalu memandang remeh terhadap sesuatu perkara?

Atau pun,

Terlalu membesarkan sesuatu perkara kecil?

Mungkin juga,

Kita paranoid?

Atau pun,

Hanya ingin berhati-hati?

Teman

kakak sulung sy menasihati sy..

jgn keluar berseorangan..perlu ada teman..

semua ini gara2 lelaki yg xdikenali dan xpaham bahasa itu..

Hati says: Wlupon selalu keluar berseorangan tp Allah dah sediakan sy dgn peneman kanan dan kiri..Alhamdulillah.Syukur Ya Allah.

Jangan lah Meragam~

perot sy meragam..sangat meragam...

bila sy lapar..

dia sakit2..bunyi2..

selalu pedih2..

bila sy mkn..

br satu suap dah xlalu..

mkn sikit dh rs nk keluar blk..

hasilnya selalu cair..

hari ni, sy asik minum soya utk pastikan perot xlapar..

kemuncaknya td sy muntah..

=((

Hati says: sy sgt sedih..sy xmahu berada disini..sy mahu pulang..

cool!!~

Hari ini saya rasa

ayah saya memang COOL!!!~

Hati says: Saya sayang ayah saya...